Recently, I got to recount to a friend the 7 helpful things I found important to be reminded daily on this journey that I have started not long ago, they are:
1. No judgement
2. No fear
3. Live in the moment
4. Forgive
5. Gratitude
6. "No mistakes"
7. Believe in oneself
As I was explaining to my friend what each of them mean, I realized that all of them are interdependent and supporting of each others; and more importantly, that for me the practice of mindful meditation at this stage is an exercise of applying these seven reminders in daily life.
In mindful meditation, we are told to focus our mind only on our breath and let go other thoughts. When we find our mind wondering off with thoughts, simply notice it and bring it back to the breath, gently and without judgement. Regardless of how well we are in carrying out these instructions, as long as we do it (meditation), it is considered a success; and at the end of the session we give thanks to ourselves and others for the opportunity to meditate.
So for a beginner, each meditating session usually goes like this: you start off with focus on the breadth, then you find the sitting uncomfortable which draws away your attention -- you may struggle with this throughout the session; you find your mind wondering off with other thoughts and had to bring it back; you find yourself falling asleep; you hear noises that draws your attention away; you find yourself getting irritated at not being able to focus for long; etc. etc. Some days you are better at it, some days not. You don't feel any immediate benefit, you think this must be just another failed attempt. But your instructor tells you keep on going, you are doing fine as long as you continue -- but how could it be?
Here's what I realized: to meditate as instructed above and to be able to continue the practice despite all the "failures" mentioned above, one must put the seven points mentioned above in action.
What's better way to pass "no judgement" than in face of "failure"? When you do not judge your session to be a failure, but as what it is, when you don't have fear of never going to do it "right" -- you continue. Continue focusing on the breadth, which is a form of "living in the moment", for your mind is on each breath, in the "now". When your mind wonders off, forgive your action instead of judging it. As the instructor said, as long as you practice meditation, you are doing fine, so there is "no mistakes". Only in truly knowing so you can be grateful for the opportunity to meditate, and thank yourself for making time to do so. And last but not least, when one believes in himself, it would not be hard for him to continue meditation without giving it up due to frustration.
Mindfulness doesn't end with meditation. "Failing" at mindful meditation as beginners gives us the opportunity to practice the 7 important things daily in order to continue. When we can develop the habit of acting in accordance with the 7 reminders, and extend them to all parts of life -- then we will enter the first step of gaining back control of our free will.
The benefit of mindful meditation doesn't end here, but this is the first step for me.
Thursday, 1 August 2013
Sunday, 21 July 2013
Case Study: Manifest Desires
-- when what's desired involves more than one person.
I had everything planned way before the trip: after return from the west coast on Tuesday, rent a car and drive down, spend a couple of days before get packed and drive back the airport then fly out.
Then a few days before heading out west, it was suggested to me that I don't have to get back right away. Suddenly I got a couple of days of free time. It's too late to change flights to return later from the west coast. I could use the opportunity to visit a couple of people nearby instead. I wanted to visit my friend L and tell her all about what I've come to understand in the past year. It'd great to finally talk to someone about it all in person. Moreover, I finally felt I had understood enough to give her some tips on how to avoid the stress she experiences in daily life.
So I emailed her: I can visit you on the last week of the month, just for one night, is there a good time for me to come? The reply: maybe on one of the weekends. I sensed the email that any weekdays, which is the only time I can visit, would be extremely inconvenient. I pretty much resigned to the fact that I wouldn't get to see her on this trip.
Then just a couple of days before heading west, I decided to give her a call anyway, not so much to work out a plan to see her, but just to say hi. She told me why it was inconvenient: she had planned far ahead so that out of all the days in a year, for that one week to be alone and stay in her house by herself so she can have some peace and quiet and get away from it all. And I told her why I wanted to see her: not to catch up and gossip about the daily life, but to tell her about the spiritual understandings I've come to know for the past year, understandings that I feel comfortable to speak about for certain. Through our conversation, we realized my purpose of seeing her and her goal of getting some alone time actually aligned.
Well, everything turned out to be perfect. There couldn't have been a better time for me to see her: since she was off work, I got to talk to her from dinner time till 2am, and talked some more the next day until after lunch. During her regular work day, she'd have to leave to work early in the morning and we would never be able to have the conversations we had.
While we marveled at such a perfect timing, I noted that the meeting happened because we both desired it. But we didn't desire the meeting, the meeting is but the manifestation of the desire. On my side: I desired to talk to her about what I learned and tell her things I find helpful in daily life; for her: she desired to get away from the daily grind and be more in touch with her inner self, finding deeper understanding in her spiritual pursuit. Our desires compliment each other and the universe arranged the perfect opportunity for the meeting to happen.
But the meeting almost didn't happen, and I think this is where I can learn a lot by examining why. I always have a good intuition about people, about how they feel. And I know this has done me a disservice -- for when I felt people being uncomfortable, I hesitate or feel very uncomfortable to push for my agenda. But in this case, had I not push for my agenda and call her, something both of us desired would not have happened.
I think I need to realize that sometimes my agenda is also in the best interest of the other party, but it may not be obvious for the other party to see it right away. In that case the right thing is do is to push for my agenda despite the discomfort I feel from the other party. I plan to apply what I learned here when I see fit in the future, start with doing a bit more information exchange with the other party, just like in this case, and see if such perfect opportunity will come by more and more. :-)
I had everything planned way before the trip: after return from the west coast on Tuesday, rent a car and drive down, spend a couple of days before get packed and drive back the airport then fly out.
Then a few days before heading out west, it was suggested to me that I don't have to get back right away. Suddenly I got a couple of days of free time. It's too late to change flights to return later from the west coast. I could use the opportunity to visit a couple of people nearby instead. I wanted to visit my friend L and tell her all about what I've come to understand in the past year. It'd great to finally talk to someone about it all in person. Moreover, I finally felt I had understood enough to give her some tips on how to avoid the stress she experiences in daily life.
So I emailed her: I can visit you on the last week of the month, just for one night, is there a good time for me to come? The reply: maybe on one of the weekends. I sensed the email that any weekdays, which is the only time I can visit, would be extremely inconvenient. I pretty much resigned to the fact that I wouldn't get to see her on this trip.
Then just a couple of days before heading west, I decided to give her a call anyway, not so much to work out a plan to see her, but just to say hi. She told me why it was inconvenient: she had planned far ahead so that out of all the days in a year, for that one week to be alone and stay in her house by herself so she can have some peace and quiet and get away from it all. And I told her why I wanted to see her: not to catch up and gossip about the daily life, but to tell her about the spiritual understandings I've come to know for the past year, understandings that I feel comfortable to speak about for certain. Through our conversation, we realized my purpose of seeing her and her goal of getting some alone time actually aligned.
Well, everything turned out to be perfect. There couldn't have been a better time for me to see her: since she was off work, I got to talk to her from dinner time till 2am, and talked some more the next day until after lunch. During her regular work day, she'd have to leave to work early in the morning and we would never be able to have the conversations we had.
While we marveled at such a perfect timing, I noted that the meeting happened because we both desired it. But we didn't desire the meeting, the meeting is but the manifestation of the desire. On my side: I desired to talk to her about what I learned and tell her things I find helpful in daily life; for her: she desired to get away from the daily grind and be more in touch with her inner self, finding deeper understanding in her spiritual pursuit. Our desires compliment each other and the universe arranged the perfect opportunity for the meeting to happen.
But the meeting almost didn't happen, and I think this is where I can learn a lot by examining why. I always have a good intuition about people, about how they feel. And I know this has done me a disservice -- for when I felt people being uncomfortable, I hesitate or feel very uncomfortable to push for my agenda. But in this case, had I not push for my agenda and call her, something both of us desired would not have happened.
I think I need to realize that sometimes my agenda is also in the best interest of the other party, but it may not be obvious for the other party to see it right away. In that case the right thing is do is to push for my agenda despite the discomfort I feel from the other party. I plan to apply what I learned here when I see fit in the future, start with doing a bit more information exchange with the other party, just like in this case, and see if such perfect opportunity will come by more and more. :-)
Thursday, 18 July 2013
A New Phase
I consider myself having been two phases so far:
I. Recognition/awareness
Noticing synchronicities and finding deeper meaning in ordinary occurrences.
II. Abandoning Fear
Discussed here.
And now I think I'm entering the third one
III. Creating Realities :-)
As I am progressing further, it doesn't mean I finished a previous phase and no longer need it. I find myself also practicing previous phases at ever higher levels. Learning never ceases! :-)
I. Recognition/awareness
Noticing synchronicities and finding deeper meaning in ordinary occurrences.
II. Abandoning Fear
Discussed here.
And now I think I'm entering the third one
III. Creating Realities :-)
As I am progressing further, it doesn't mean I finished a previous phase and no longer need it. I find myself also practicing previous phases at ever higher levels. Learning never ceases! :-)
Wednesday, 22 May 2013
My Latest View on Meditation
A month ago I wrote about my thoughts on the function of meditation, now I have come to a completely different understanding.
Now I view meditation as a form of mental exercise. It's the training of the ability we often don't realize we have, the power of our Will - our free will. I came to this understanding after reading the Kybalion by Three Initiates, an explanation of the ancient Hermetic teachings. I have come across many principles mentioned in the book from other sources and teachings, but the Principle of Gender I was not familiar with. It was especially enlightening for me to read the Chapter on Mental Gender.
I have heard the concept of two parts of the mind before, such as the conscious and subconscious mind. I also read antidotes about mind observing the mind, such as in lucid dreams where one observe himself dreaming (Richard Feynman wrote about it in one of his books). But after learning about the "me" and "I" mind -- the creating and directing mind -- from Kybalion, I realized I never quite felt these two entities of mind in myself. Even though I do hold debates in my mind, I always felt quite together. I always felt there's just one mind directing my actions. But now I come to know the two minds concept, I'm more aware of the two minds in action.
This bring me to the new understanding of meditation. As mentioned in the Kybalion, the "I" mind is so rarely used by many, it's often not used at all. Instead, most of us just let our "me" mind be influenced by outside sources, like prairie grass swinging with the wind. Thus meditation -- such as mindful meditation, zazen, etc. practiced by monks and alike -- is an excise of the "I" mind. "I" mind is the generator of the will, the director. In meditation the "I" mind wills the "me" mind to stop its usually chaotic ways and just pay attention to the breath instead. The stronger the "I" mind gets in directing its will to the "me" mind, the longer we will be able to keep our attention on the breath.
This is why the instructor is right in saying that if your mind wonders, simply bring it back -- this is not a failure in meditation, this is part of the meditation. To be aware of the straying of the attention and bringing the attention back is an exercise of the two minds at work. The "I" mind noticing that the "me" mind not following its direction, and through will bringing it back to the attention to breath. Having done this repeatedly is like pumping iron, it will strengthen the "muscle" of "I", exactly what the meditation is supposed to provide.
So as mentioned in the previous post on meditation, where I was not distracted by the outside noise, it simply showed that my "I" mind is strong enough to tell my "me" mind not to pay attention to the noise, and the "me" mind followed the will, while others were not so successful in letting the "I" mind direct the "me" mind.
Now I'm not sure if meditation has the effect of elevating one's vibration at all. My previous analogy about tuning to the radio signal may be completely wrong (or it still could be correct upon further consideration). Meditation will help us reach higher vibrations, but not through the act of meditation in itself, but through the strengthening of Will (of the "I" mind). For once we master the use of our Will, what we desire, e.g. reaching higher vibrations, will come to fruition.
This understanding also makes sense of the cryptic statement from the "Zen Mind, Beginning's Mind" book (haven't found the exact quote): if you meditate to attain enlightenment, you will not get enlightenment; if you want to reach enlightenment, you must meditate. Meditation is not a path to enlightenment in itself, but it can provide the tools and skill for us to reach enlightenment. :-)
Now I view meditation as a form of mental exercise. It's the training of the ability we often don't realize we have, the power of our Will - our free will. I came to this understanding after reading the Kybalion by Three Initiates, an explanation of the ancient Hermetic teachings. I have come across many principles mentioned in the book from other sources and teachings, but the Principle of Gender I was not familiar with. It was especially enlightening for me to read the Chapter on Mental Gender.
I have heard the concept of two parts of the mind before, such as the conscious and subconscious mind. I also read antidotes about mind observing the mind, such as in lucid dreams where one observe himself dreaming (Richard Feynman wrote about it in one of his books). But after learning about the "me" and "I" mind -- the creating and directing mind -- from Kybalion, I realized I never quite felt these two entities of mind in myself. Even though I do hold debates in my mind, I always felt quite together. I always felt there's just one mind directing my actions. But now I come to know the two minds concept, I'm more aware of the two minds in action.
This bring me to the new understanding of meditation. As mentioned in the Kybalion, the "I" mind is so rarely used by many, it's often not used at all. Instead, most of us just let our "me" mind be influenced by outside sources, like prairie grass swinging with the wind. Thus meditation -- such as mindful meditation, zazen, etc. practiced by monks and alike -- is an excise of the "I" mind. "I" mind is the generator of the will, the director. In meditation the "I" mind wills the "me" mind to stop its usually chaotic ways and just pay attention to the breath instead. The stronger the "I" mind gets in directing its will to the "me" mind, the longer we will be able to keep our attention on the breath.
This is why the instructor is right in saying that if your mind wonders, simply bring it back -- this is not a failure in meditation, this is part of the meditation. To be aware of the straying of the attention and bringing the attention back is an exercise of the two minds at work. The "I" mind noticing that the "me" mind not following its direction, and through will bringing it back to the attention to breath. Having done this repeatedly is like pumping iron, it will strengthen the "muscle" of "I", exactly what the meditation is supposed to provide.
So as mentioned in the previous post on meditation, where I was not distracted by the outside noise, it simply showed that my "I" mind is strong enough to tell my "me" mind not to pay attention to the noise, and the "me" mind followed the will, while others were not so successful in letting the "I" mind direct the "me" mind.
Now I'm not sure if meditation has the effect of elevating one's vibration at all. My previous analogy about tuning to the radio signal may be completely wrong (or it still could be correct upon further consideration). Meditation will help us reach higher vibrations, but not through the act of meditation in itself, but through the strengthening of Will (of the "I" mind). For once we master the use of our Will, what we desire, e.g. reaching higher vibrations, will come to fruition.
This understanding also makes sense of the cryptic statement from the "Zen Mind, Beginning's Mind" book (haven't found the exact quote): if you meditate to attain enlightenment, you will not get enlightenment; if you want to reach enlightenment, you must meditate. Meditation is not a path to enlightenment in itself, but it can provide the tools and skill for us to reach enlightenment. :-)
Sunday, 5 May 2013
How I saved the Hubble
A few years ago, there were serious talks about dumping the Hubble telescope since it's too old and too costly to maintain. I was not happy to hear the news. Knowing how valuable the Hubble was to many scientists, I felt especially bad since I knew many people's careers and research depended on it. So when the then NASA chief Sean O'Keefe came to give the graduation speech at NPS, I decided to used this opportunity to express how I felt.
At the reception afterwards, I went to shake O'Keefe's hand and said to him "please save the Hubble." He smiled back at me and said "we are working on it."
And... well, I didn't follow closely on what happened later, all I know is that the Hubble is still working today :-). Later I jokingly said to a friend that as far as I'm concerned, I saved the Hubble. Now I realized that statement could be more true than I ever imagined.
I liked O'Keefe, I guess that's why I followed his whereabouts even after he left NASA. So it brought me great shock and sadness when I heard the news that he and his son was nearly killed in a plane crash in 2010. Now after becoming aware that everything happen for a reason, I'm sure both the dark side and the light side were involved in the incident -- I'm just not sure which side was responsible for which...
At the reception afterwards, I went to shake O'Keefe's hand and said to him "please save the Hubble." He smiled back at me and said "we are working on it."
And... well, I didn't follow closely on what happened later, all I know is that the Hubble is still working today :-). Later I jokingly said to a friend that as far as I'm concerned, I saved the Hubble. Now I realized that statement could be more true than I ever imagined.
I liked O'Keefe, I guess that's why I followed his whereabouts even after he left NASA. So it brought me great shock and sadness when I heard the news that he and his son was nearly killed in a plane crash in 2010. Now after becoming aware that everything happen for a reason, I'm sure both the dark side and the light side were involved in the incident -- I'm just not sure which side was responsible for which...
Tuesday, 23 April 2013
Thoughts on the Marathon Bombing -- An Update
"He sees opposition as a signpost deflecting him in the right direction" -- I Ching
What is synchronicity? I think it is an acknowledgment that we are in synch and thus is an integral part of the universe. So when I notice any current events correlating events in my life, it merely indicate that my awareness has risen to a level that resonate more and more with the reality in which we exist.
So, those events were not directed at me, but the synchronicities also indicate that I am integral part of it, as with many others. My awareness/attention has risen to the point that I can notice the connections.
With that understanding, I think events that's catalysts to all should be viewed this way. A catalytic event is bound to happened as the result of the state of our social complex on earth today. But how the catalytic event should manifest itself, e.g. when, where, who, etc., are influenced by each one of us. We all can leave an imprint on the event, some more, some less, some may be observable to oneself or others. So the tragedy happened at a running event, not as a direct response to my taking up running and writing about it, but an acknowledgement of my increased synchronicity with the vibrations of reality. It can be viewed as an ACK of my part in co-creating the reality.
So instead of drawing any evil intent from an incident, it is best to simply be grateful for the opportunity to be part of it, and learn to let my orientation and desire play a bigger part in future manifestations. Even though the events are not what I would have desired, recognizing my part in it is a first step in taking active role in co-creating our reality.
Now, let me re-examine the synchronicities I named in the previous post:
1. The two major shootings in '12 are all named after the places I've been in '11. I stayed in a hotel probably about 10min from the Aurora site in the summer of '11; and visited the beach of other well known Sandy Hook in NJ.
An acknowledgement of my risen awareness/vibration.
2. The shooting in OR happened in the city where my fellow study partner of law-of-one lived.
An acknowledgement of my (and maybe my friend's) risen awareness/vibration.
3. Sandy Hook shooting happened the day after I (not even publicly!) commented on the OR shooting to a couple of friends.
A stronger acknowledgement of my risen awareness/vibration.
4. The Boston marathon bomb happened 1 week after I commented on my 10K race in this blog as a way to show how to apply what is learned -- from the law of one and other high vibe sources -- with regard to fear, as I was getting pumped up preparing for my first marathon event, a 1/2 marathon in a few weeks.
A stronger acknowledgement of my risen awareness/vibration.
5. This video showed that the first bomb went off just before the finish line at the side of the road that was lined up with flags of different nations. The bomb went off right between a lamp post and a tree, and as the camera panned close to the bomb location, at 0:33, you can see clearly the Singapore flag (top half red, bottom half white with crescent moon and stars at upper left corner) right next to where the bomb went off.
6. At 0:50 in the above video you can see the official race clock being 4hr 9min something at the time of the first bombing. It is within 1min of the best marathon finish time of other runners in the family.
same as above.
7. The m-w word of the day (that I receive daily) for April 15th is Heinous, arrived at the beginning of the day before the bombing. A word used by Obama later to describe the bombing.
I see this as more positive oriented effort to ACK all who are aware enough to know that there is no such thing as coincidence.
8. Last but not least -- this was not in the previous post since it arrived after I wrote it -- the third victim is a female Chinese graduate student -- how I would be identified as not so many years ago.
I don't see myself as the sole target of this ACK, it is for millions of Chinese out there. It brings the catalyst closer to them all.
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My old rant on synchronicity #5
I feel in this case, my raised awareness lead me to notice this connection, but it's not the main purpose of this "coincidence". It is likely a negatively oriented effort as a show of strength to those entities who are in the known but are enslaved under the negative polarization. There are many flags in the vicinity, one which I recognize is the one of South Africa, which had a famous runner in the news not long ago. Just like in other negative dominate events that draw national/international attentions, these negative events try to re-enforce the idea that the darkness is in power, in control of events. It is especially important for them to target those working directly under the negative entity with full awareness, yet unable to free themselves due to fear. The negative entities never miss a chance to reinforce the sense of terror: Why? so they can terrorize those are forced to work for them into further submission.
"Conspiracy theorists" (CTs) love to point out how the negative entities are in control of these events and the resulted negative outcome. But there is an important point they often miss -- that all events serve a mixture of positive and negative purposes in nature, the ultimate purpose these events serve is determined by us. CTs often unintentionally propagate the terror that the negative entities intent to generate. They spread (sometimes through negative entities masquerade as CTs) the image that negative entities being totally in control and we are helpless in changing it. But what we should truly realize is that other than using fear and terror, the negative entities are powerless. They are no more powerful than we are, fear and terror are just about all in their bag of tricks. At this time nexus, they have a slight advantage because of the years (in thousands) of deceit and manipulation of the mind they've done to the population. But even they know, their empire is but a house of cards, when people start to abandon fear and take control over their free wills, there's nothing they can do to stop it.
They are scared, so they are using fear and terror over and over to prolong their control. CTs should realize that recognizing their role in those events should not be a recognition of their power, but a recognition of the their powerlessness. The recognition itself is a proof of their weakness, a first step in tearing down their control of our reality.
After a night of sleep, I decide to rewrite the post with above title. Ah, nothing a good night of sleep cannot heal, it brings clarity. Now let me reconsider everything again following thoughts I believe to be more in line with the Law of One.
In my previous post, I noticed a common theme (i.e. running) of the Boston marathon bombing with my recently blog on my 10K race; and recall a similar sequence of events where a day after I commented on the random shooting at a Portland mall, the Sandy Hook shooting happened.
I wondered out loud whether these events were aimed at me as a way of intimidation. Now I realized my thinking is too distorted towards the me-versus-the-devil mentality. I should think more in terms of synchronicity.
I wondered out loud whether these events were aimed at me as a way of intimidation. Now I realized my thinking is too distorted towards the me-versus-the-devil mentality. I should think more in terms of synchronicity.
What is synchronicity? I think it is an acknowledgment that we are in synch and thus is an integral part of the universe. So when I notice any current events correlating events in my life, it merely indicate that my awareness has risen to a level that resonate more and more with the reality in which we exist.
So, those events were not directed at me, but the synchronicities also indicate that I am integral part of it, as with many others. My awareness/attention has risen to the point that I can notice the connections.
With that understanding, I think events that's catalysts to all should be viewed this way. A catalytic event is bound to happened as the result of the state of our social complex on earth today. But how the catalytic event should manifest itself, e.g. when, where, who, etc., are influenced by each one of us. We all can leave an imprint on the event, some more, some less, some may be observable to oneself or others. So the tragedy happened at a running event, not as a direct response to my taking up running and writing about it, but an acknowledgement of my increased synchronicity with the vibrations of reality. It can be viewed as an ACK of my part in co-creating the reality.
So instead of drawing any evil intent from an incident, it is best to simply be grateful for the opportunity to be part of it, and learn to let my orientation and desire play a bigger part in future manifestations. Even though the events are not what I would have desired, recognizing my part in it is a first step in taking active role in co-creating our reality.
Now, let me re-examine the synchronicities I named in the previous post:
1. The two major shootings in '12 are all named after the places I've been in '11. I stayed in a hotel probably about 10min from the Aurora site in the summer of '11; and visited the beach of other well known Sandy Hook in NJ.
An acknowledgement of my risen awareness/vibration.
2. The shooting in OR happened in the city where my fellow study partner of law-of-one lived.
An acknowledgement of my (and maybe my friend's) risen awareness/vibration.
3. Sandy Hook shooting happened the day after I (not even publicly!) commented on the OR shooting to a couple of friends.
A stronger acknowledgement of my risen awareness/vibration.
4. The Boston marathon bomb happened 1 week after I commented on my 10K race in this blog as a way to show how to apply what is learned -- from the law of one and other high vibe sources -- with regard to fear, as I was getting pumped up preparing for my first marathon event, a 1/2 marathon in a few weeks.
A stronger acknowledgement of my risen awareness/vibration.
5. This video showed that the first bomb went off just before the finish line at the side of the road that was lined up with flags of different nations. The bomb went off right between a lamp post and a tree, and as the camera panned close to the bomb location, at 0:33, you can see clearly the Singapore flag (top half red, bottom half white with crescent moon and stars at upper left corner) right next to where the bomb went off.
"If it's that much about you, then you're co-creating it." -- I think this is what I should take away from this synchronicity. Sure, it may also serve other intimidating purpose for someone else (see my original rant at the bottom of this post -- sorry, don't kwow how to put a link here with blogger), but I almost ignored the most positive learning aspect of this experience for me. I always had difficult fully grasp the meaning of "see the self and the other self as creator". I've used it as way to reshape my thinking: if I can see myself as creator, then... then I know I am as powerful as the any other, I need not fear... etc. etc. But why can't I consider what I observed here an evidence of my role in the co-creation? I don't see any reason why not other than that we just can't -- not willing to -- see it. But why? One reason is of course that if I claim to be a person of positive polarity, how could I co-create something so negative? Well, I'd like to think that my part in co-creating it has made it less negative than it could be.
Thanks :-) I will use this opportunity to see myself and other selves as co-creators. Just like through mindful meditation, I'm learning to do with my mind than just to think, I'm taking a step to see who I am instead of just to think about it. :)
Thanks :-) I will use this opportunity to see myself and other selves as co-creators. Just like through mindful meditation, I'm learning to do with my mind than just to think, I'm taking a step to see who I am instead of just to think about it. :)
same as above.
I see this as more positive oriented effort to ACK all who are aware enough to know that there is no such thing as coincidence.
8. Last but not least -- this was not in the previous post since it arrived after I wrote it -- the third victim is a female Chinese graduate student -- how I would be identified as not so many years ago.
I don't see myself as the sole target of this ACK, it is for millions of Chinese out there. It brings the catalyst closer to them all.
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My old rant on synchronicity #5
I feel in this case, my raised awareness lead me to notice this connection, but it's not the main purpose of this "coincidence". It is likely a negatively oriented effort as a show of strength to those entities who are in the known but are enslaved under the negative polarization. There are many flags in the vicinity, one which I recognize is the one of South Africa, which had a famous runner in the news not long ago. Just like in other negative dominate events that draw national/international attentions, these negative events try to re-enforce the idea that the darkness is in power, in control of events. It is especially important for them to target those working directly under the negative entity with full awareness, yet unable to free themselves due to fear. The negative entities never miss a chance to reinforce the sense of terror: Why? so they can terrorize those are forced to work for them into further submission.
"Conspiracy theorists" (CTs) love to point out how the negative entities are in control of these events and the resulted negative outcome. But there is an important point they often miss -- that all events serve a mixture of positive and negative purposes in nature, the ultimate purpose these events serve is determined by us. CTs often unintentionally propagate the terror that the negative entities intent to generate. They spread (sometimes through negative entities masquerade as CTs) the image that negative entities being totally in control and we are helpless in changing it. But what we should truly realize is that other than using fear and terror, the negative entities are powerless. They are no more powerful than we are, fear and terror are just about all in their bag of tricks. At this time nexus, they have a slight advantage because of the years (in thousands) of deceit and manipulation of the mind they've done to the population. But even they know, their empire is but a house of cards, when people start to abandon fear and take control over their free wills, there's nothing they can do to stop it.
They are scared, so they are using fear and terror over and over to prolong their control. CTs should realize that recognizing their role in those events should not be a recognition of their power, but a recognition of the their powerlessness. The recognition itself is a proof of their weakness, a first step in tearing down their control of our reality.
Sunday, 21 April 2013
Manifestation -- the printer
In the morning, after sending my parents off, knowing that they took the color printer back with them, I thought it would be nice if we just have a color printer ourselves. "We should get one, not necessarily a new one, a used one will suffice. I wish I will see someone selling an used one soon."
Then in the afternoon, got an email sent to a group asking if anyone wants a color printer that they no longer needed for free. I was the first one to respond and got it. :-) Hmmm, now I just need to pay attention and learn the means to get my wish to manifest on demand. :-)
(is it what "hack the program" means? ;-)
Note: I noticed that happened when I'm next to the bottom in my 18-day cycle, so it is probably not a result of any great effort in my part, but just a higher form of synchronicity. A pat on the back, a nod of approval. Thank you guys. Namaste. :-)
Then in the afternoon, got an email sent to a group asking if anyone wants a color printer that they no longer needed for free. I was the first one to respond and got it. :-) Hmmm, now I just need to pay attention and learn the means to get my wish to manifest on demand. :-)
(is it what "hack the program" means? ;-)
Note: I noticed that happened when I'm next to the bottom in my 18-day cycle, so it is probably not a result of any great effort in my part, but just a higher form of synchronicity. A pat on the back, a nod of approval. Thank you guys. Namaste. :-)
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